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DADDY ISSUES

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Homewrecker Series. Part 4

The line between pain and pleasure gets increasingly blurry the more you plunge into your desires. It’s blurry enough to not realize you have come way past your limits. The limits you thought you couldn’t cross. The ones….. that you couldn’t endure

I should be enjoying this trip out in the Bahamas, the sun, the fresh air. But the only thing I can think of is that devil of a man who has invaded my thoughts since our little escapade on flight. So far, the trip has been going smooth, lots of gossips, seafood platters, and me constantly wondering if my hickies can be seen. I mean the man really did a good job at not being subtle.

Today we were heading up to a beach that Erika constantly cribbed about. I had to choose from a frilled red bikini with white polkas or a black one which would really get Mr Kline pissed. I think over it a bit and decide… Fuck it! the angrier he gets the better. What’s the fun in being a good little girl anyway, the façade is off.

Later on, after having a good look at me he comments with spite “What are you even wearing, if you are trying to play your tricks again. Stop, I had one slip-up and I am not doing this again. I love my wife”. I do a solid eye roll. That was definitely a lie and well it isn’t going to stop me. But hey, got to keep playing, the game had already begun and I am not a quitter.

I look back at him “What are you going to do sir, Punish me?” I smirk and start applying sunscreen on my legs completely ignoring his stare down. He huffs and heads for a dip in the blue waters himself.  Once I’m covered evenly with my sunscreen I head out to do the same. I intentionally go over to the deeper end as I know he is big on going way past the swimming restrictions. Suddenly my balance gets shaky with a strong wave. But, just in time, a rough but firm pair of arms guide me up.

“You shouldn’t be going for depths you can’t handle little one, you have a lot to learn if you have to play games this far” I knew the underlying taunt he was expressing. I was pissed for sure, but him saying I had more to learn somehow……. turned me on?

“ You can teach me what I lack, show me exactly how you like it”. Just as I said that I could see his adam’s apple slightly go up then slowly down. I trace my fingers around his jawline and place a small peck on his chin. He looks down through his long eyelashes as he expresses further “Learning can be risky business and let me warn you, I am not going to be gentle”.

Oh how I did not want him to be gentle, not a little bit, not even at all. His warning felt like an invitation I have been waiting for all my life. With the salt in the air and his arms across my being, I kissed him like I have never before. I kissed him to show how much I needed him. Needed him to show me what his world of desires is like. Instruct me on all the things that he always wanted to explore but his wife wouldn’t let him. This man right now consuming the whole of me in the middle of an open ocean, was someone I wanted to do everything for. I wanted to listen, I wanted him to see how I was the only escape for him. An escape from reality.

After what felt like an eternity we separate and look at each other, he flicks a strand of my wet hair behind my ear and whispers “For someone who talks so much, I would have never imagined you to be so submissive. Wait for me tonight” He gives me a quick wink before heading towards the shore.

Once back at our hotel room I was in the middle of drying my hair after a shower when I hear my door quickly open and shut.  Before I could turn, I was embraced in a tight hug and although I could recognize that its him the rush of adreline was unreal. My protest was stopped with a quick blindfold tied on top of my eyes. He lowly instructs “All you have to do is let me show you what you have been missing out on and if you want me to stop use your safe word”.

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I ponder along for a moment to decide what word would I want and finally decide on one ”A safe word ha? well how about Harder” I can hear him chuckle behind me as he slowly brushes his nose on the nape of my neck and leaves feathered kisses “ You are walking on thin ice Tanya, I don’t want to hurt you”. I turn around and trace my fingers over his features, being at the edge of my own desire I just smile “You know, girls with daddy issues are said to be really good in bed”. With that I was shoved back on a soft but broad base. It felt like a bed but with the softest silk sheets I have ever felt.

I gasp as he traces his hands from my feet to my thighs till my hips. The feeling of a beard rubbing across my thighs was not something new to me, but the way he took his time to make me lost around his ways, was out of this world. When I was almost about to achieve my high, he looks back up at me and orders “Not yet, not till I allow you” with that I can feel him withdraw completely. I whimper at the lack of his touch. I needed him, I needed him so bad and he knew it. He makes me sit back upright and I nestle between his legs. He sits behind me and I was too lost to understand the way he made me fall deeper into the abyss of need.

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“Tell me, Tanya, how bad do you need me”. If I could cry at this moment I would, I needed him more than oxygen at this point. I may be exaggerating but good heavens I could die for this man at any given stage tonight.

We go on with the little games he wanted to play. The way he teased me, the way he did not give into my wails. It was one of the most exhilarating moments to experience. I would never have imagine that he would fit on top of me even with my widest stretch, but the drive to achieve your ultimate high makes you do the impossible indeed. With my thighs doing their best and my knees pretty much next to my ears. I was feeling full, the pain was numbing in the most alluring ways. The way he kept his eye contact to see what he was doing to me, the pride in his eyes would have angered me if it was any other man. But seeing him in all his glory, seeing him dedicate his all to please me, I did not mind at all.

After being completely spent and seeing the morning sun starting to rise, we just lay with each other in a mess of sweat and a bit of tears, I have to admit he was not lying about not being gentle. Not being much of a cuddler, I head out for a shower and he joins in. We just stand under the stream. He goes ahead and applies shampoo in my hair and starts massaging it in.

It was moments like these that made me wonder if I was capable of receiving love. Was it possible? I never believed it was. He rinses off the remaining shampoo and turns me around to gently kiss me once and the words he says next takes me back to a moment I thought I will never re-live. “You are only mine Tanya; I am not letting you go” and as I feel the first wave of tears threaten my eyes, I look up at him with emotions foreign to me “Yours” I assure him.

This game was not supposed to turn this way. But I guess the way I give into toxic situations like these. It really downplays on having daddy issues.

<< To be continued >>

-This will be an on/off series I will work on simultaneously with my new blogs surrounding different ideas-

– Penned by: DesiG

– Header Art by: Photo by Artem Labunsky on Unsplash

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